AND ROWAN, WHY ARE YOUR SURVEYS SO LONG!!!!
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on their bed?
-Why, yes I have!
Ever felt like you're not good enough?
-Yeah, it comes along with being insecure, duh.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
-People that lie about Javi cheating on me. Keep your mouth shut unless you're choking on a dick, please.
Do you miss anyone?
-Nope. Well, I miss my sister... and the internets.
Do you think two people can last forever?
-Last... like... maybe if you're dracula... but... I mean, we all die.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
-It's blonde right now you asshole. ;)
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
-Javi and I are super gay, cause he always reaches for my hand in the car. :3 We like holding hands.
Does it make you uncomfortable when you receive a compliment?
-Well, people compliment me on my weirdness. I mean, it'd be nice for someone to be like, "Hey. You look awesome!" but it's mostly "God lily, you are so weird and that's so awesome of you."
Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
When was the last time you were unhappy with your life?
-I've been pretty content actually, there are little spurts of unhappiness once in a while, but nothing i can really recall.
Do you want your life to stay the way it is now forever?
-I'd like to always be happy, if that's what you asking, but I'm totally up for some adventures.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
-Ditto. Those special nights are best kept once, that's what fucking makes them special.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
-I liked Javi a lot yesterday. I'll probably like him a lot today, too.
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
-Not really. I've been thinking about my parents a lot, and I think I'm gonna have to start working a shit ton to help them out... They told me not to, but with my Mom being all in therapy right now and my Dad not offically working, I feel I owe it to them to help.
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
-Whenever my Javicakes gets home.
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 4 months ago?
Are you nice to everyone?
-Everyone... and I mean EVERYONE. Sometimes it sucks, but I can't help it.
What does your newest text say? From who?
-Spend more time with the kittehs!
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
-Well, I'm friends with Tony again. Fixed. Check.
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
-Maybe one thing, other than that, everything I went through is how I am where I am now, and I'm pretty happy.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
-My Mom and Dad always got me lots of barbies for christmas :B
Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
-I think I was at... Scott's house with Zach & Steve & their girlfriends, and Javier too of course. Yeah, that was this year.
What do you feel weird without?
-When I'm having an "insecure day" i have this comfort bag I carry. It's like a messenger bag, only smaller and... I dunno, it makes me feel better.
Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
-When I do, it's a brush... my hair is getting longer! :D But... I still don't brush everyday.
What is your relationship status?
Whose bed did you sleep in last besides your own?
-Wow, uhm... well, I guess Javi's old bed? When we were house sitting for his parents.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
-Fuck me. Like, 5 1/2 maybe. That's how much I usually get. Ugh.
Do you like funny people or serious people?
What are you listening to?
-Skywatch traffic. I'm at the office using internets (WHICH YOU ALREADY KNOW, STALKER!!) so they have the fm radio on.
Are you wearing any make up right now?
-Eyeliner. It's emo essential wear. That's all.
Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
-I guess. It's just singing to me, but whatever.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a piercing?
Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
-Just two, Javi and Melissa.
Would you ever date someone who was gorgeous but they had a conceited attitude?
-Probably not, I'm too insecure for that.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-Oh , actually Knebel! He's on his way back to Texas, woohoo!
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
-Sure have, who hasn't?
Do you have trust issues?
Expecting something to change in the next month?
-I hope to be better off financially. I don't expect things really.
What is the most difficult thing you've ever had to overcome?
Are you an argumentative person?
Have you talked about marriage with another person?
-Yeah. My thoughts on marriage have shifted here and there throughout the years. It's like, whatever now. It'd be nice though.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
-Well, I'm friends with Tony, does that answer it?
Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
-Just two, which... were really my only two "real" boyfriends. Week-long b/fs don't count.
Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
-Javi and I broke Mandylan's sink. ^___^ It was awesome, in the middle of... erhm, doing me, Javi told me he loved me. It was memorable, lol. I didn't tell him I loved him back for like 3 more months.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Who was the last person to call you?
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
When is the last time you cried?
-Last night. Stupid rumors and I got suckered into believing it kind of. It was emotionally for both of us, he was pretty hurt I'd believe that.
Are you scared of spiders?
-Javi and I were in the garage cleaning, and their were cob webs EEVVVERYWHERE, so I pretending to throw a spider at him and I have never seen that boy jump so high and so fast. It's so fucking cute.
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
-Yeah. I wouldn't have made one mistake. The only one I regret. :/
What are your plans for this weekend?
-Family time with the Alvarez's for Eli's b-day, Family time with the Zuniga's to visit my Momma... then drinking!
Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
-I can't swim.
What’s irritating you right now?
-Ghetto ass girls. Actually, no, I'm irratating myself for having any doubts!
What radio station(s) do you listen to?
Are you afraid of the dark?
-Nah. Not anymore.
Are you listening to music right now?
-Something... and it's something I don't like.
Do you like Chinese food?
-Fuck yeah. Seasame chicken, nom nom nom!
What is the last movie you saw in theaters?
-The Hangover, which was actually pretty good. "I didn't know they gave otu rings at the Holocaust!" xD
Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
-Nah. I'm good.
Do you get distracted easily?
-Yeah. I get annoyed when I do long surveys, but they help me to focus on something longer than a minute.
What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-For me, to forgive.
Are you jealous of someone?
-Not right now. But I do get jealous.
Would you live with someone without marrying them?
-I am right now.
Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
-Yeah, actually just recently. I had a dream where Claudio, Nina, and Javier all killed themselves. Long time back, I had a really gruesome dream about my godchildren killing themselves. Maybe. It was actually murder I think now, but it was really fucking disturbing.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
-Yeah, and WHILE i was driving on the highway. Crazy.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
-Yeah. Oh well. Sorry.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
-I think I'm pretty fucking awesome. I'm not like a normal girlfriend, really, I'm super fantastic.
Have you ever dated someone older than you?
-Javier is two years older. Success!